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Photographer - me Model - my friend Roma

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hey boys!
i jus joined today!
i love the cock!
i love nipples too!


tell me wut yall think
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is he being distant?
BuffFiremanEMT: hey BuffFiremanEMT returned at 2:58:35 PM. sexayboi1: hello baby sexayboi1: how are you doing
BuffFiremanEMT: ok sexayboi1: listen i want to tell you im sorry BuffFiremanEMT: y? sexayboi1: for stressing you out so much sexayboi1: making things complicated when there not sexayboi1: i mean before you know when we talked... sexayboi1: you there>? BuffFiremanEMT: yea sexayboi1: so whats up BuffFiremanEMT: idk... BuffFiremanEMT: i was listening to you sexayboi1: i want to see you sexayboi1: dont let me go BuffFiremanEMT: I want to seeyou too sexayboi1: "Sometimes the things we want most come not only when we least expect them, but when we least want them. If you have to ask yourself if something is made to fail, at the same time, shouldn't you question why you continue to attempt to prevent it from failing?" BuffFiremanEMT: hmmm sexayboi1: maybe the reason is we both have strong feeling for eachother and then honestly its bound to happen BuffFiremanEMT: maybe sexayboi1: when things seem to be great we always find ways to make them not great and then we look to the greater things in life that we think can be greater yet to find we also make those things not as great as we thought we continue to look and look and when we stop... something happens. the great things find us. BuffFiremanEMT: i know... sexayboi1: for people who have lost trust and have been hurt we decide two things.. should we do this and risk getting hurt or do we just let it go and not put the feelins to the test and let the relationship take its course all by itself. if we do without any effort the relationship fades and eventualy it doesnt matter .. the grass is always greener. but!.... are you happy with the side of the fence you decided to stay on..? sexayboi1: we ask ourselves these questions all the time. i know im always trying to find something better.. "The next Best thing" when do we decide we have the "BEST" thing... BuffFiremanEMT: IDK... BuffFiremanEMT: u tell me sexayboi1: im just talking.. sexayboi1: not asking.. sexayboi1: these are words of thought. .. an understanding... BuffFiremanEMT: i see BuffFiremanEMT: not to cut u short BuffFiremanEMT: but i need to make a few phone calls quick BuffFiremanEMT: i'll brb sexayboi1: ok sexayboi1: It has been said that something as small as the flutter of a butterfly’s wing can cause a typhoon halfway around the world. Yet with care a boulder may be placed in a pool of water without so much as a ripple; and when you are able to do this, you are able to look at your reflection, and watch yourself be one of the most amazing people in the world. sexayboi1: to me you are amazing.... sexayboi1: If I could come back as one thing, I would come back as your tear! What more could I want then to be conceived in your heart, born in your eye, live on your cheek, and die on your lips. BuffFiremanEMT: ha ha BuffFiremanEMT: are you having fun reading sexayboi1: oh yes! sexayboi1: more than you know.. BuffFiremanEMT: lol BuffFiremanEMT: and why is that sexayboi1: im getting to know the REAL you sexayboi1: your mind sexayboi1: your thoughts sexayboi1: feelings.. on paper.. sexayboi1: well computer hehe BuffFiremanEMT: lol sexayboi1: ill take a bottom to go please! BuffFiremanEMT: ha ha sexayboi1: BuffFiremanEMT: yea BuffFiremanEMT: that would be nice sexayboi1: pay it with a kiss sexayboi1: its all of them....but to me its mainly the companionship and having someone that u can turn to when u need someone to tlk to or to comfort u....someone who can be there when u need them the most and u kno that they are there because they want to be there out of love and no because they feel bad for u sexayboi1: good answer! sexayboi1: i sent it to a friend and he says....."look at it this way: we are, after all, MEN. men like sex. a LOT."
sexayboi1: so, although I have moved beyond the need and acting on shallow sex, sexayboi1: being a man, I occassionally see a boy or something that I quite possibly could randomly jump LOL but wouldn't
sexayboi1: I now place a greater value on building a stronger foundation with a apartner, than actually having meaningless trysts
sexayboi1: i ask...."and why wouldnt you.. im looking for feedback"
sexayboi1: because I now know the value of love more than I did then. I mean, on a carnal level, there are LOTS of hot bois I see that I would "do", but, I look at the overally benefit/detriment analysis
sexayboi1: and sadly, the detrements outweigh the benefits in nearly all cases
BuffFiremanEMT: wow... sexayboi1: i know... sexayboi1: good thoughts... sexayboi1: "bottom line: I would love to be able to, in a perfect world, fuck every hot boi I see, cuz I have a very active sex drive but, even diseases aside, that will no longer benefit my life in any postive way. I need more than that now."
BuffFiremanEMT: I hear you... sexayboi1: "because. I want love" sexayboi1: this is what he is saying sexayboi1: i think its good stuff BuffFiremanEMT: huh? BuffFiremanEMT: what who is saying sexayboi1: a friend of mine sexayboi1: he is sharing his views on things sexayboi1: i feel the same way BuffFiremanEMT: i see sexayboi1: the feeling that you have somebody there who cares for you whether you live or die. not just how hard you pound them lol and here's a lil tid-bit for ya the sex is ALWAYS better
BuffFiremanEMT: lol BuffFiremanEMT: come holdme sexayboi1: AWE sexayboi1: ok honey sexayboi1: um hon when you going to work BuffFiremanEMT: soon sexayboi1: oh ok.. awe sexayboi1: in a bit im going to shower and come down to check this apartment out.. there is actually two people now who want me to move in so im looking at two.. one of them is DT buff.. sexayboi1: he has a tanning bed in his apt and a work out gym.. hehe sexayboi1: one of them sexayboi1: aND HE said he might be able to get me a job at a bank he works at sexayboi1: good money there BuffFiremanEMT: who is that? sexayboi1: um.. he is 30 i forget his name lol' sexayboi1: its in my phone though sexayboi1: he drives a 300v or something convertable sexayboi1: i just started talking to him last night sexayboi1: so i dont know a lot about him sexayboi1: but i would rather move DT i think sexayboi1: but we will see sexayboi1: i have to check it out i want to come down to move closer to you so bad.. i need to make these moves fast so i can get settled and be able to spend more time with you sexayboi1: of course whenever you get free time i know your buisy a lot now sexayboi1: i miss you baby sexayboi1: i really do i hope you trst me and us and want this as much as i do sexayboi1: im doing everythign i can to make you happy. i want you happy and being with you makes me happy sexayboi1: you know my feelings as i said they only grow with you and even though sometimes i feel your drifting.. im staying afloat and waiting for when your ready for me to rescue you and we can find that island of our very own to live on ..... sexayboi1: say something honey let me know your there BuffFiremanEMT: um BuffFiremanEMT: i wasn't here BuffFiremanEMT: I was showering sexayboi1: why didnt you tell me honey sexayboi1: i was talking and thought you were there BuffFiremanEMT: i thought i threw an away message up BuffFiremanEMT: never clicked the button to put it up though BuffFiremanEMT: and I didn't think it was going to take me that long sexayboi1: well you were talking to me kinda between your phone calls so i wouldnt thought you would tell me hang on im about to shower to let me know baby BuffFiremanEMT: lol BuffFiremanEMT: sry sexayboi1: you dont talk to me alot anymore.. is everything ok? sexayboi1: no more phone calls in the morning to wake me.. no messages.. you leave without saying anything.. your not talking on here as much...whats up honey? BuffFiremanEMT: just busy sexayboi1: just a lot going on.. and stuff BuffFiremanEMT: ok BuffFiremanEMT: i G2G BuffFiremanEMT: TTYL BuffFiremanEMT: KISSES BuffFiremanEMT is away at 4:37:08 PM.
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Sorry guys, I've gotta drop this community. It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I don't really come here anymore. Thanks for the time.
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